I have endured over the years much criticism for indulging a side of my character I am unwilling to relinquish. What some might call faith in the human spirit, others would frowningly dismiss as naivety. Many people owe me money as a consequence of my giving nature but I am able to let this pass in the knowledge that money is not the only means of returning favour, and the soul lives forever, so there is plenty of time for the karmic balance to be restored.
If one is resigned to spend their days in what I now refer to as a human dwelling box, having a comfortable one is essential. Back in the day it was important in my mind to have a spare room within the dwelling box, primarily used for junk storage, growing marijuana and guests.
I recount this side of my character because in 1997 I befriended a Spanish man at University and let him stay in my spare room for the good part of half a year. It was at the time a contentious issue, yet one I would not be budged on. There was much less junk in my life back then and I had not yet been introduced to the indoor growing club, so the room was unused and it was logical to let Francisco stay there.

Our arrival here it turns out is rather timely too, for the park is only a few weeks away from becoming a source of income for the struggling Spanish economy. Gaudi had intended for this place to be free to all, yet in these modern times of systematic failure, the morals of our predecessors fall quickly by the wayside. It is hard to ignore the spray-painted signs in all the roads surrounding the park, demanding justice. Yet they are washed away as quickly as they arrive and the voice of the people remains unheard.
Rather conveniently, Franc works now as a tour guide for small international groups and has a fantastic knowledge of the place. Needless to say, we have put this to good use and found some beautiful spots in which to shoot time-lapse. And I should add, Franc is now hooked on our unusual hobby and has been coming with us to shoot his own time-lapses. It is a wonderful road to take and I am happy to teach anyone willing to stand by my side and listen. On that note, Dominika and I are formulating plans for a moving time-lapse school; something I think that will bring us much joy. How it will happen I do not know, but the first step to manifesting any new reality is always desire. And desire has been established.

As to Barcelona itself, I am less comfortable here than in the petite confines of Pamplona, but the undeniable originality of the place makes it very hard to stay indoors watching blue render lines on a computer screen. Any city with it's own sandy beach and a sunrise that comes from across the sea is likely to be special, but to have a public park on top of a hill overlooking it all is the real icing on the cake. And unlike so many mature cities, its roads are designed around a simple straight line system, making it much easier for people like myself to find their way around. In addition to this, the Metro system seems efficient, uncrowded and inexpensive. London Underground doesn't even come close in comparison.
The gothic quarter is more complex in its design; a maze of antique graffiti-laden alleyways, leading you always to another square filled with a bubbling culture cauldron of drinkers and performers, and the type of buildings that demand more than a passing glance. The modernity of the new business quarter speaks of a country once wealthy beyond imagination, and it speaks too of tireless architects living in the shadow of a great man, each one clambering to outshine him.
The idea of creating a time-lapse film that accurately represents Barcelona is uncomfortably overwhelming. And it is a task I am not ready to take on. My challenge, both in life and in my films, is to keep on evolving. With every desire fulfilled comes a new feeling of contrast and a new perspective of the world from which the next desire is born. I made a conscientious decision to be free from the constraints of having my own dwelling box, for to create effortless time-lapse fuelled by love, I realised that I needed to keep moving. I am excited beyond measure upon discovering a new place and my instinct is always to capture it immediately, for once I have seen a place twice, the magic seems, well… less magical. Yet nothing has changed at all except that I have become more excited by somewhere else. My experience of that which I have already seen stagnates very quickly and to time-lapse a place is to see it in a way that is all-encompassing. 90% of my time when shooting is spent in silent appreciation of the visual spectacle before me. And when the time-lapse is finally processed I feel like I am glimpsing at the essence of the place. Something that few of us care to look for. Though if I had been born here, I would no doubt have walked past every one of my time-lapse sites with barely the blink of an eye.
In answer to those of you who are asking what has happened to our Camino, I proclaim that we are still on it. We met many pilgrims who have been walking the route for over thirty years, returning to it for only a few weeks each year. Always heading towards the same place. And a wonderful place I am sure it is. But why Santiago? I believe it can be any place you choose and you can change your mind as often as you like. The road to Santiago served as a good starting place for me. A means of pulling me away from England with a clear focus of intent. Now that I am doing what I love, the choice of roads before me has become infinite. And there is no wrong direction.
Two weeks ago we posted Chapter 1 on the internet and are now enjoying the little ripples from this wave of joy. Aside from the many lovely compliments there has been good constructive criticism and more than this we have been offered representation from a small but fair UK based time-lapse company who make me feel a whole lot better about having turned down the less than desirable contract offer from Getty Images. So the means to be paid for doing what I love is effortlessly manifested. And it happened by doing only that which makes me feel good. The Law of Attraction in motion.
Whilst I am certain that saying goodbye to the dwelling box lifestyle was the right choice for me, I remain consistently grateful that the majority of people take the more static approach to life.
Thank you all for opening your doors to me.
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